shining again.
shining even brighter.

  “I have tendencies to just keep drinking when I have the chance….Alcohol gives me the strength to leave all my insecurities behind.. I lose my self-control and it’s just so liberating… I love it when I’m tipsy… I love it when I’m drunk… I love it when I can dance and sing and nobody would mind because they know I’m drunk… I love it because I can be true to myself. I love it because I can forget… But at the end.. I cry.. because I realize that I’ll soon be sober… that later on.. I’ll have to pretend again that I’m strong…I’ll have to smile again to assure my friends that nothing’s wrong… I’ll have to be with the world again… I’ll have to care again… Indeed, alcohol gives me the key to a world away from where I live… it’s a ticket to a place where I can be myself… a form of escapism for others.. but the discovery of reality for me…”